Monday, June 15, 2009

Surgery ~ Reflective Diary - Week 6

Academic Account

Personally, I felt that surgery posting is little bit not well organized like other previous posting. I am so tired of calling the specialist and quarrelling with Randall in this posting.

I felt very tired and got severe headache on Tuesday. I am not studying in this week I am tired but then it doesn’t really benefit me. I can’t concentrate during TBL and Seminar. Then I need to think about the end posting dinner. I need to go to college and meet all the lecturers. It was really tiring.

I am also tired when I need to deal with all small particulars thing. I am still week in terms of presentation. I don’t think that my case presentation really reflect my ability in presenting case if I am a houseman.

S- I don’t think that I have strength anymore. I just cannot wait finishing this posting.
W- Cannot bear difficulty
O- Study during the weekend
T – Fail in end posting exam

Non Academic Account

It’s already a month I don’t met my family. I fell not motivated at all. Another 2 weeks more to go. I just cannot wait to finish this posting.

I went to Nilai this week to release my stress. I walk alone.

Then I do revision using Kaplan USMLE Step 2. It is the most suitable book and way of studying for me.

On Sunday night, I have usrah. It is good to have usrah as I felt that my heart will loose its tenderness if I don’t hear tazkirah for a long time.

S - Use a good book like Kaplan USMLE Step 2 to do revision.

W – Shopping and wasting my time

O- Usrah where I can reflect all the wrong doing that I do throughout the week.

T - Fail in end posting exam.

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