Sunday, September 14, 2008

Week 5 Pediatric Posting..

Academic Account

Everyone was asking about pediatric posting. I don’t really understand the rumors. I don’t have a time to thinks about that. Even if I knew the problems, I don’t think that I can do much.

I don’t really have a proper way to manage my time. I am trying all the times. I am really touch with the words that uttered by Prof A. What is your driving force in life? If it was Islam, then you will find that it was really easy to finish reading medical book, to write a long case, to prepare for TBL and the list goes on…

I already push myself to the fullest. Sometimes I felt exhausted. But I tried to continue. I don’t have a proper thought in medicine. Sometimes I felt that I am not qualified to do medicine. But Prof A said that he has no doubt about our brain. Maybe I should force myself more.

I am improving in my history taking method. Now I need to increase my knowledge. I agree with what Prof R said about us that we had problem in ‘retention’ the knowledge. I need to improve my physical examination skill also.

S – Great neurons created by Allah
W- Retention the knowledge
O- Study more
T – Busy life

Non Academic Account

I am tired. But I tried to motivate myself with what Syed Qutb said. Life is hard. But if I compare it with Jannah, then I will find the road that I take is easy.

I am not using my time to play around. I have a work that I need to do for the sake of the ummah. Sometimes I felt tired to follow the path. The path that I took, the journey that I went sometimes made me down. I am still trying to manage my time. I was still trying to boost myself.

Shaykh ‘Abdullah Yusuf ‘Azzam rahimahullah said, “The ( Jihad) ,was a market that opened. People made a lot of money, and then the market closed.” It’s not going to last forever; if you sit behind, if you hesitate, if you are reluctant, then you will miss out because the chance only comes once”.

I really hope that Allah helps me in my journey. As a Muslim I need to believe that this Ummah will be victorious. May Allah help me in my study as I find it was hard.

S- Allah
W – Laziness
O- Ramadhan
T – Not performing in Ramadhan.

Pledge
I hope that I can continuous working hard. I hope that Ramadhan can become a great motivation for me.

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