I wanna live in a land called paradise
I wanna go to the valley of the King
I wanna live in a land called paradise
Wanna see the birds fly and I wanna hear the angels
Sing the praises of my Lord so far above
As I move poetically with the struggle I fall in love
I look to the left I look to the right and all I gaze upon
Reveals the source of flowers rainbows and the dew at dawn
Some see before and some see in and some see after
I let my sight pierce the chains and see the master
(Chorus)
I wanna live in a land called paradise
I wanna go to the Valley of the King
I wanna live in a land called paradise
Wanna see the birds fly and I wanna hear the angels sing
So many times in my life I ask myself the question
What got me brought me into all this mess I’m swimming in
But pain is not and neither harm in the pool of bliss
So slap me with your hand or kiss me with your softest kiss
Tell me that you love me or that you don’t like me now
Tell me you invite me or that you don’t want me around
I won’t cry over a world that can’t change my life
I’ll put my money on what lies ahead in paradise
(Chorus)
I wanna live in a land called paradise
I wanna go to the Valley of the King
I wanna live in a land called paradise
Wanna see the birds fly and I wanna hear the angels sing
I try to do right and love my wife and trade and pray and talk
I can be anywhere doing anything and I’m mindful of God
I’m pleased in good and happy in harm and now I realize that I already live in a land called paradise
(Chorus)
I wanna live in a land called paradise
I wanna go to the valley of the king
I wanna live in a land called paradise
Wanna see the birds fly and I wanna hear the angels
I wanna live in a land called paradise
I wanna go to the valley of the king
I wanna live in a land called paradise
Wanna see the birds fly and I wanna hear the angels sing
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
A land called paradise...
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Child...
If someone doesn't know me well, they thought that I'm a serious person, but actually I'm not at all. I always love to laugh. There was a time i underwent depression but now I'm happy with my life. I'm improving in terms of my health too.
I always love to look at children. They're just a wonderful creatures that Allah creates to make us happy. They will look at this world from different angle. Currently. I'm doing my GP posting. There are always a cute baby and children who came to clinic.
I notice there is aquarium in the doctor's room. There is also a small fish pond outside the room.
One child came and ask the doctor, "Doctor, why you put the big fish and big tortoise outside and you put the small fish and small tortoise here?"
The doctor reply, "When this small fish and tortoise growth bigger, i will put them outside. For now, i need to take care about them as there are still small".
I have been in the clinic for few days but i don't ever notice about the small fish or big fish. I also don't ever notice that there is tortoise too.
Child are so cute. I am looking forward to become a pediatrician one day. I am planning, Allah is also planning and Allah is the best planner after all.
One more thing about child is that they never complain like adult:) Ok, just put this beautiful nasheed here.
I always love to look at children. They're just a wonderful creatures that Allah creates to make us happy. They will look at this world from different angle. Currently. I'm doing my GP posting. There are always a cute baby and children who came to clinic.
I notice there is aquarium in the doctor's room. There is also a small fish pond outside the room.
One child came and ask the doctor, "Doctor, why you put the big fish and big tortoise outside and you put the small fish and small tortoise here?"
The doctor reply, "When this small fish and tortoise growth bigger, i will put them outside. For now, i need to take care about them as there are still small".
I have been in the clinic for few days but i don't ever notice about the small fish or big fish. I also don't ever notice that there is tortoise too.
Child are so cute. I am looking forward to become a pediatrician one day. I am planning, Allah is also planning and Allah is the best planner after all.
One more thing about child is that they never complain like adult:) Ok, just put this beautiful nasheed here.
Friday, December 18, 2009
Changeless...
Before class, Dr L asks us one question. What is changeless? We need to think about that and come with answer at the end of the class.
There are lots of answers for that question.
God is changeless.
Time is changeless.
I said that destiny is changeless.
Want to know the answer? The question is subjective actually. You can say whatever things that you want.
According to Dr L – Change is changeless.
Whatever change that happen in this second can never change. So change is changeless.
Sometimes in life there are lots of things that are so difficult to contemplate.
There are lots of things that were difficult for me to understand.
Why I met someone?
Why things happened?
Should I still be hoping for a miracle?
What my dream was all about?
Then I start to reflect on destiny.
Destiny is Allah's perfect knowledge of all events past or future, as if a single moment. This expresses the absolute sovereignty of Allah over all beings and events. People can be aware of a certain event when they experience it. But Allah knows all events prior to their occurrence. For Allah, past, present and future are all the same. They are all within the knowledge of Allah since He is the One Who creates them.
The keys of the Unseen are in His possession. No one knows them but Him. He knows everything in the land and sea. No leaf falls without His knowing it. There is no seed in the darkness of the earth, and nothing moist or dry which is not in a Clear Book.(Surat al-An'am 59)
There are lots of answers for that question.
God is changeless.
Time is changeless.
I said that destiny is changeless.
Want to know the answer? The question is subjective actually. You can say whatever things that you want.
According to Dr L – Change is changeless.
Whatever change that happen in this second can never change. So change is changeless.
Sometimes in life there are lots of things that are so difficult to contemplate.
There are lots of things that were difficult for me to understand.
Why I met someone?
Why things happened?
Should I still be hoping for a miracle?
What my dream was all about?
Then I start to reflect on destiny.
Destiny is Allah's perfect knowledge of all events past or future, as if a single moment. This expresses the absolute sovereignty of Allah over all beings and events. People can be aware of a certain event when they experience it. But Allah knows all events prior to their occurrence. For Allah, past, present and future are all the same. They are all within the knowledge of Allah since He is the One Who creates them.
The keys of the Unseen are in His possession. No one knows them but Him. He knows everything in the land and sea. No leaf falls without His knowing it. There is no seed in the darkness of the earth, and nothing moist or dry which is not in a Clear Book.(Surat al-An'am 59)
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Laugh...
I am not serious lately. It seems that i have 'pathological laughing'. People might want to laugh to listen this thing. But it was serious for me. I don't want to be rude to anyone but it happens. My friend said that it was in my brain. Huhu...
Sometimes when we ask opinion, certain people are always try to be judgment and it was terribly tough for me. I can't explain to anyone what i am facing. At this moment of time, i really need Allah.
53:43 That it is He Who granteth Laughter and Tears;
People might think that i was doing it purposely but the fact was Allah is the one who grant me this 'pathological laughing'. I only have Allah to solve this problem. I really need to cry in front of Him to make sure that all of these things gone. Ya Allah, pelase helps me...
Sometimes when we ask opinion, certain people are always try to be judgment and it was terribly tough for me. I can't explain to anyone what i am facing. At this moment of time, i really need Allah.
53:43 That it is He Who granteth Laughter and Tears;People might think that i was doing it purposely but the fact was Allah is the one who grant me this 'pathological laughing'. I only have Allah to solve this problem. I really need to cry in front of Him to make sure that all of these things gone. Ya Allah, pelase helps me...
Monday, September 28, 2009
Feedback..
I felt so touched with the feedback that i received from one of my lecturer regarding my perception on elective. It motivates me:)
Dear Ummu Afeera
Wa..salam wrb
I have read whole 6 pages- its like a reflective diary rather than a perception. I appreciate your feelings to become a NOBLE MUSLIM doctor- and I can't say any consolation words for the bad things you have experienced- these are normal/natural matters that happens in hospitals in many parts of the world- but in my experience I have also seen the thing the opposite in some instances- 'A doctor ia an angel - next to GOD'.
So you have to be very careful in this 'slippery world'- as you said 'to beautify iman in my heart'- try to practice that very hard - your AD will help you to be away from all evils. Dont worry about learning- if you are in the right track, Allah will help/guide you to become a NOBLE MUSLIM doctor, insAllah.
I will pray for your mental peace and deep feelings/understanding for the underserved and be away from worsts
I am really happy to read your 'perception' beyond elective2- your English not that bad.
Thanks. Keep up Ummu!!
nasrin
Dear Ummu Afeera
Wa..salam wrb
I have read whole 6 pages- its like a reflective diary rather than a perception. I appreciate your feelings to become a NOBLE MUSLIM doctor- and I can't say any consolation words for the bad things you have experienced- these are normal/natural matters that happens in hospitals in many parts of the world- but in my experience I have also seen the thing the opposite in some instances- 'A doctor ia an angel - next to GOD'.
So you have to be very careful in this 'slippery world'- as you said 'to beautify iman in my heart'- try to practice that very hard - your AD will help you to be away from all evils. Dont worry about learning- if you are in the right track, Allah will help/guide you to become a NOBLE MUSLIM doctor, insAllah.
I will pray for your mental peace and deep feelings/understanding for the underserved and be away from worsts
I am really happy to read your 'perception' beyond elective2- your English not that bad.
Thanks. Keep up Ummu!!
nasrin
Last...
Procedure
I have a lot of opportunity to perform and observe procedure. I really want to be good in my skill. I had seen a doctor who doesn’t know how to intubate a child here. Soon later I heard that the child had died. I also see one doctor that noticed that there is ST elevation in a patient that alleged a motor vehicle accident. The doctor doesn’t start streptokinase or anything to manage that condition. Later patient died because of cardiogenic shock. I am afraid if I became like those doctors. Maybe I made a wrong judgment as I did not know much. Hopefully Allah will give me more knowledge and wisdom.
During my electives also, I met few doctors who always love to teach and good in their practice. I wish that I can become like that.
Last
I wrote a very long perception and my English was terrible. My writing will make the one that read it had a great migraine. It’s better to stop here. The great lesson that I learn from my elective is that Allah knows. Allah knows the best place that I should go. I hate this place but it teaches me a lot.
But it is possible that ye dislike a thing which is good for you, and that ye love a thing which is bad for you. But Allah knoweth, and ye know not. (Albaqarah:216)
I have a lot of opportunity to perform and observe procedure. I really want to be good in my skill. I had seen a doctor who doesn’t know how to intubate a child here. Soon later I heard that the child had died. I also see one doctor that noticed that there is ST elevation in a patient that alleged a motor vehicle accident. The doctor doesn’t start streptokinase or anything to manage that condition. Later patient died because of cardiogenic shock. I am afraid if I became like those doctors. Maybe I made a wrong judgment as I did not know much. Hopefully Allah will give me more knowledge and wisdom.
During my electives also, I met few doctors who always love to teach and good in their practice. I wish that I can become like that.
Last
I wrote a very long perception and my English was terrible. My writing will make the one that read it had a great migraine. It’s better to stop here. The great lesson that I learn from my elective is that Allah knows. Allah knows the best place that I should go. I hate this place but it teaches me a lot.
But it is possible that ye dislike a thing which is good for you, and that ye love a thing which is bad for you. But Allah knoweth, and ye know not. (Albaqarah:216)
Teacher...
I met two of my teacher in hospital. One of them was shocked to see me. I believe that I am the worst student that she had ever had. Long time ago, I quarreled with her during assembly as I don’t agree with her rules. She teaches me Al Quran Sunnah. I also once asked her the reason to study all that as it will never benefit me. Once a time I hate Islam. I have the knowledge but I hate it. But Allah changes me. I think she is happy to see that I have change. I also missed her and I really hope to see her again as I want to ask for her forgiveness for all my wrong doing. I hope that Allah made me istiqamah in this road forever.
I also met another teacher but I don’t introduce myself. She brought her father to hospital and he cursed her a lot. I don’t want her to know that I am her student as it will make her embarrassed.
I also met another teacher but I don’t introduce myself. She brought her father to hospital and he cursed her a lot. I don’t want her to know that I am her student as it will make her embarrassed.
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