Weaknesses...

My friend wrote one article and it was really a beautiful article. If you could understand Malay, I would prefer you to read that article. The article is about a mountain. When you look at the mountain from far, it was really beautiful. And we you look it closely, there was nothing there. The same thing goes to human. When you look at certain human, you were inspired. But then when you look at him/her closely, you will find a lot of weaknesses in him/her.

The article made me do a reflection about my weaknesses. Allah was the only one who knows about my sins and weaknesses. I felt that the article is a good reflection for all the people that venture the world of dakwah. As I said to Anies that left a comment in my blog, don’t ever judge people by his/her blog. I am not a good person to write about Islam. My weaknesses is more that my strength but the responsibility that I have made me to keep on giving for the sake of the ummah.

I also believe in one thing. Every human should accept others weaknesses. It is really an important concept. You cannot live in this world if you can’t accept others weaknesses. You can’t work if you expect others to be a perfect human. You can’t tolerate to your partner if you can’t accept his/her weaknesses.

But that should not be a reason for always doing a mistake. One should always try to improve their selves. I hope that the journey of tarbiah made me a better person.

Week 7 Pediatric Posting...

Academic Account

This week was a laughing week for me. I shouldn’t laugh a lot. Since small I had a problem to control my emotion. Sometimes I am so sad. Sometimes I am terribly happy. I can’t describe about myself.

My english was terrible. Dr. Norra also laughs whenever I pronounce English word wrongly. Café au lait spot become café au lait sput. Babbling become bubbling. Pink become pinks. Everything becomes haywire. I knew few languages but the most terrible one was English even though I already learn it since I was in standard 1. I hate English. I agree that English is a crazy language.

I should improve my English for the sake of the ummah.

S- Knew few languages
W – English was terrible
O – Speaks and read more
T – Bring the ummah down

Non Academic Account

I already said that I should not laugh terribly. I went for Dr Hafidzi’s lecture regarding Palestin. He told about Salahuddin Al Ayyubi. Salahuddin will only eat one type of food. He doesn’t like to smile very much. Whenever people ask him, he said that – how can I smile when Palestin was under the crusades?

I am sad about Ramadhan. I am not thinking much about my brothers and sisters who was terribly tortured in other country. Taqwa seem was far away from me. I am saddd….

S- Good role model – Salahuddin Al Ayyubi
W – My Ramadhan seem terrible
O - Pray for my brothers and sisters
T – How I am going to stand in front Allah when I just left my brother and sisters that was tortured terribly?